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Romance Poetry

Because I Love YouIt doesn’t matter, I still love you    It doesn’t matter, I still love you.   I don’t care what everyone says   I still love you, I still love you.   
You found me broken along the road  Held out your hand and helped me to stand  
You found the many wounds  Found what was left of my heart and  You tried to fix me.   
 I feel like I’m going crazy   I can’t get you out outta my mind.  You’re all I see when I close my eyes  You’re al I think about when I try to sleep   I feel like I’m going crazy.   Because I Love You
by ~midnight-eclipses
The Everything I NeedWhen he cries,       I can feel his tears rush over my sleeping head  and his voice cracks          but I don't care  I love to hear him           Frustrated           Loving           Himself.   
I love when he whispers my name      touches my hand      laughs when I smile.  He is my gravity, I am his air.  He is my lungs, I am his heart. &nb The Everything I Need
by ~midnight-eclipses
Let Me Be The EverythingI wish I could tell you how I feel   before one day you might go away  but I'm content, with being in your arms    listening to the raindrops  smiling when you smile   laughing as you laugh  because you light up my darkened skies     chase away the stormy grey clouds.   light up the horizens when sunsets fall  and paint the windows that were once blocked.   
  I see you everyday  and I can't help but catch your gaze.   I feel like a tiny child,    reaching for butterflies  and my heart pounds faster,   and I can't Let Me Be The Everything
by ~midnight-eclipses
Double NegativesBlack on black,  paint everything nothing double negatives  and run ons's  until we fall then pant  without breath in lungs  fingers tightly curled until I cry out  suddenly and find you lying nearby.   I focus, hear your heartbeat  and I wonder what I've done to deserve someone like you.  And I wonder, wonder wonder  'Till my mind's twisted and screaming  shouting and pleading to give in give in give in give in  Until I fall over from laughter  and tears pulled from the tiny corner of my fears.   If it weren't for the movies,  books and cars the dumps, ghett Double Negatives
by *midnight-eclipses
April 1st(April 1st)   
You could've cried.         when I looked away         when I said so many  
words that flutter  past your ears          when I said I didn't care          when I said I didn't love you.   
You could've left         when I raised my eyes         when I said I didn't believe  and words meant nothing to your face      &# April 1st
by ~midnight-eclipses
RealizeI didn’t realize things  
      Could go this far and I’d end up    Falling on my face into the mud  And believe that you’re    here for someone and not for me.     Your smile, laughter   Holds a bright light I would    love to have  
         It’s hard    to breathe at night  With a heavy chest      and worded wars  
   That threaten us each time you call.   It’s the heavy rains we stand     under to see      To feel the feelings Realize
by *midnight-eclipses
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your modern day shakespeareyou said, "i hate colour photos because there's too much life in them. i can't stand seeing pink umbrellas under bright blue skies with fluorescent sunshine smiles."   
what you meant was, i'm dead to the normal population of the world. i am black and white and i want everyone to be exactly like me.   
you said, "blonde hair and blue eyes aren't for me. i like brown hair and rose red lips pressed against my pale skin. i prefer autumn to spring."   
what you meant was, i like the sex icons from the twenties and henry miller-esque sex scenes. i like autumn because everything's dying, just like me.   
you your modern day shakespeare
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I pulled you aside...I pulled you aside. I whispered "I love you" in your ear. You looked at me in the most peculiar way, I didn't like it. I didn't like it at all. It made me feel cold and distant to you, completely different from a few seconds ago. I felt that we were already one person, just one of us had to step up and put it out in the open. I did. I confessed my love for you. But all you did was look completely disgusted. How did I manage to re-wire my brain to think that we were one. How did I make myself think that you loved me.   
 Maybe because the way you look at me. The way our eyes meet at exactly the same time. The warm shade of brown I pulled you aside...
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so you just gave up 
with glazed doughnut eyes and a hallucinogen's smile he said 'i love you, so i'll always fuck you with the lights on. because that's what love really is.' i asked him for another hit so i could pretend i didn't hear him.  
 
the fourth time i saw him i walked right up to him and told him he had the brightest blue eyes i had ever seen and, could i treat him to a cigarette? he looked down and covered his smile with his teeth like he had a secret. i asked him what it was the next morning. he told me his eyes were green.  
 
on my birthday i told him i always wanted to make the windows of a car fog up with breath and se so you just gave up
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shut up, Dork. i love you.I'm holding you in my arms. Your head is resting gently on my chest, your beautiful, soft dark hair is sprawled over me, and your long legs are tangled with mine. I love this moment. Even more than the past hour. This is what I'll remember most, holding your delicate, naked frame against me. I lean down to kiss your forehead lightly, and I feel you stir.   'I didn't mean to wake you, baby.' I whisper softly.   I feel you smirk more than I see it, your cheek twitching against my chest. I can picture your lips curved in that endearing half-smile of yours. Your soft, full lips mocking me in their silent way. But when you tilt shut up, Dork. i love you.
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Can't you see?Can't you see that I am gay?  My heart's just not made that way,  I will never be what you want,  My heart longs for a different thought.   
Can't you respect my feelings too?  My heart has always been true,  I will never love you that way,  My lonely heart, my soul does pay.   
Can't you see that I am unique?  I am not some kind of freak.  I have needs and desires too,  I will never really love you.   
Can't you see that I am gay?  My heart's just not made that way,  I will never be what you aspire,  My heart yearns for what I desire! Can't you see?
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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 28, 2010, 3:49 PM
Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing ok!

This journal is gonna be kinda general and brief I hope. ^^;

Writing

I haven't really written a lot lately. I've had several people online here ask me to write about my experience I had with the abortion. Yes, I am going to, but please be patient with me. It's still pretty tough for me and I'm unsure how to always write and/or talk about it.

Otherwise, I've been lazy and haven't written anything else. >.>

Life in General:

Things are going good between me and Eric.
Possibility of being pregnant. >.>
(I've no idea yet though! It's starting like the last one! O.O)
I had a miscarriage a bit ago so I'm kinda blah right now...
May have a new job! :w00t:
I love my apartment <3
Eric's talked about marriage if I am pregnant. O.O
Just got back from a week long church reunion!
(Enjoyed it! I helped with the toddlers)
My mom decided to cut me down earlier and tell me that I'd never make a good mother, let alone I should never be one... So I've no idea if, If I am pregnant, if I'm going to keep it or I might do something stupid...

So... Hope everyone is ok!

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You in Real Life?

My name's Raye in real life. I'm very active in the ACS (American Cancer Society) and I'm a proud committee member.

You; On dA

Well, obviously my name is Midnight-eclipses. I've been here for LONG while (regardless of what my status says; I lost my old account info so I made a new one. xD ). I'm very VERY active in the Literature community along with trying to be just as active in the LGBT Community.

I do mod in several rooms along with own a couple:

#Writersight
#GayStraightUnited
#LitPlease
#ProsePlease
#GayBiWorlds
#PASSafeHaven

I also run "Community Critics" over at *ProsePlease.


About your Preference of Art

Well, I'm mainly a writer/poet. During November I tend to shed my "Poet" side and pick up my "Novelist" side. ^.^ I do, though, occasionally take photos and such.

Any Projects You're Working On Now?

Right now I'm in the middle of writing a novel for Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month). After this novel is completed, I am going back to writing "The Christmas Goodbye". I'd love to publish either one of these books since I current have another book coming out in a few months.

Anything else?

Writers, I LOVE giving critiques, even if sometimes it takes me weeks to get back with you. I'm a down-to-earth, honest critiquing person. I do NOT sugar coat anything. ^.^

I'm also active over at my myspace (which if you would like to add me, simply leave me a comment or note) and I'm also active over at [link] and there my username is doragoner.

I have an active fictionpress.com account and I'm known as Reji-chan there. And, I also do have a fanfiction.net account and my name there is Zeo-Chan. Also on over at Lemonfingers.com.

I have a Yahoo! Messenger and MSN. NOTE me if you'd like to talk there. I like doing critiques this way because I'm talking to the person in real time so I can explain things even more so someone doesn't get upset. ^^;

Any Final Words?

This is to those who want to become writers and think they can't be.

"Do it. Pick up that pen and write something. No matter how "lame" you think it is. Pick up that pen and write. You can't write without writing. Don't aspire to be like everyone else. Create your own favorite and personal style. Writing isn't about mimicking things; it's about standing apart and getting people to understand and see and feel your side of what's going on.

So, even if you think you can't write, don't not try. Pick up your pens and pencils and push lead and ink to paper. Make your words bleed. That is what a writer is all about. Creating a place for readers to explode and disappear into."

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!Castala May 22, 2010
Hey Eclipse! Guess who it is? Its me! 7darkensins!! Long time no speak, I knowXD

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Hello dear fellow writer :wave:
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